Depersonalized Empty and Numb | Like You Are Dying Inside?

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Depersonalized Empty and Numb  

Like You Are Dying Inside?

"Dying is easy, it's living that scares me to death." 

Annie Lennox

The Viral Infection of "Herd-Think"

You may find every variation of this thought-emotion, perhaps, within yourself as well as in other fellow beings.

But stop to consider--really pause to meditate upon the vibration of "dying is easy, it's living that scares me to death."

It is a "programmed" lower vibration of thought-emotion. And because it is "universal programming" (by design), it is one more aspect of the consequential infection of the Lucifer Rebellion. 

This thought "dying is easy, it's living that scares me to death" is the viral cancer that infected the hue-manimal herd, long ago, and continues on in its devastating effects, today.

It is the cancerous viral infection of "herd-think."

Such a thought, in all its variations of expression is not "life-giving" but "death-dealing."

There is no life-giving vibration in such a thought-emotion construction.

All negative thought-emotions leave the individual "depersonalized empty and numb.".

Beautiful on the Outside while Dying on the Inside

There are many who are born not-so-attractive, physically. And there are as many who are born attractive to look at.

"Both unattractive and beautiful faces are everywhere but beautiful minds are indeed rare to find."

Physical beauty is fleeting. 

All you have to do is look at the young and older pictures of some of the most beautiful movie stars and models to understand that some age gracefully, because they embrace spiritual values on the inside, while others do not age well, at all, because they are lack these values on the inside.

It should also be obvious to any observing-thinking individuals that when you watch the off-screen behavior of those whose stardom on-screen and off is of paramount importance, they are almost wholly empty on the inside.

The Age of Godless Consumerism

Perhaps, it is a truism that the average individual who lives

wholly on the outside is controlled and driven by "consumerism." This shallow and godless programming, the world over, is presently controlling hue-man behavior to an extreme--even "ludicrous" degree.

Consumerism has become nothing more than "fear porn." 

When the intelligence-controlled mainstream media is continually broadcasting messages fear at the hue-man masses, it is amplifying fear at the most basic level of hue-man acceptance of fear as "programming."

And you can get addicted to "Tell-LIES-Vision," just as easily as you can get addicted to heroin.

From my perceptual viewpoint--everything on Tell-LIES-Vision is exactly that--LIES, LIES, and MORE LIES! 

And many who read this will think that I am "extreme" in my views about Tell-LIES-Vision. And I have the opposing perception that those controlled by Tell-LIES-Vision "programming" are the "extreme."

The devastation to a healthy ego happens, by Tell-LIES-Vision, because of three things:

1. Susceptibility to being put into a hypnotic trance by the transmission of "delta wave" frequencies.
2. Being continually told that you aren't "good enough."
3. Buying into the LIE that you can somehow purchase well-being, health, and happiness externally through "consumerism."

But the sad truth is that you are left, in reality, depersonalized empty and numb.

It is wholly proper to call Tell-LIES-Vision a primary weapon of satanism.

Thus, I will never stop telling what I know to be the "greater truth."

Inner Peace Continues to Escape Me...

For any and all who feel "depersonalized empty and numb," I hope you find comfort in the thoughts which follow

Your God-given Body is NOT a Garbage Dump

God did not create you to be ill, dis-eased, nor mentally imbalanced; He created you with a body that naturally heals itself, when supported by high vibrational thought-emotion, healthy eating practices and filtered water. 

But good health--even optimal well-being, being vibrantly healthy, and immune strong, begins in the mind. 

Ill health can be, almost always, traced back to two origins; 1) the fear-thought-emotion which began in the brain-mind connection and 2) leading to a "nutritional deficiency," from unhealthy eating, unfiltered water and the outright poisoning of the body with chemicals of every kind. 

There are two types of mentalities; 1) those who live to eat, and 2) those who eat to live.

And you may wonder why you feel so "depersonalized empty and numb?"

Are YOU Looking BOTH Ways?

Aside from all that is superself in the experience of praying, it should be remembered that ethical prayer is a splendid way to elevate one’s ego and reinforce the self for better living and higher attainment. Prayer induces the human ego to look both ways for help: for material aid to the subconscious reservoir of mortal experience, for inspiration and guidance to the superconscious borders of the contact of the material with the spiritual.  

The Urantia Book, 91:3.5

Is "Forgiving Yourself" the Hardest of ALL Challenges YOU Will Ever Face?

God Forgives

Since God knows all about his children, it is easy for him to forgive. The better man understands his neighbor, the easier it will be to forgive him, even to love him.

And I would add to this that the better you understand yourself and your neighbor the easier it is to love yourself with the same love you display in service to your fellow being. 

The Urantia Book, (2:4.2)

When the ego is brought into harmonious alignment with the "will of God" the "civil war" inside the individual child of God ceases to exist. And what you are left with is the "inner peace" of dwelling in the presence of the paradise spirit of God which indwells your mind. 

Timothy Ray Walls 2021

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