A Realization...about the Need to Write...

 A Realization...about the Need to Write...




(1st Writing 1978 - Edited 01/20/2015 - Video as 1st published in 2015)
a realization about the need to write
In his high school years...he made the connection to a deep need to write for private reasons he could not explain...except in reflection... dealing with the source of his inner demons... Afterward, he would read what felt like...nonsense... he could not, at first, express my thoughts clearly... he struggled with anger at his incoherence... inevitably re-writing thoughts poorly... He began the habit of taking with him a writing tablet, when he was on the go... to work...to the store...when he went to the gym... slowing down his mind to catch the inner flow... Now, every line is succinct in meaning... if one has the eyes to see and ears to hear... I, the fully conscious soul supervening... speak the messages of the spirit so clear... The writing tablet is my...mental playground... the point leads to the mind's re-discovering... within conscious thoughts...the very form of sound meaning and value, grasping their...recovery... I will always treasure the man who gave birth to my evolution within the mortal... detach from animal origin on Earth... in finality...enter through the portal... to fuse with you, indwelling divine partner... spirit-fragment of my Paradise Father... Copyright Timothy Ray Walls 2020


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

You Are the Victim of Your Own Mind | Any Questions?

Image
 you are the victim of your own mind You Are the Victim of Your Own Mind  Any Questions? Victimization by Others vs. Self-victimization Is there a point where early victimization (by others) in childhood is no longer other-victimization but self-victimization? At what age could this be said to be true? Being victimized by parents (one or both), by foster parents (one or both), by a step-dad or step-mom (or both), an uncle, an aunt, a cousin, etc. begins a life-long tragedy of suffering in the mind of the victimized individual. But when the victimization by another or others stops (for whatever reason), at what point do you continue on in self-victimization , when you are old enough to make a different choice? The answer is likely that of personal choices to grow or to not grow in soul-awareness. In my own experience, it took until 29 years of age to make a different choice--a soul-conscious choice to no longer victimize myself and start down the path to healing. It took 11 mor...
Read more

1 - The 1st of the 28 Principles in The Urantia Book

Image
the first 4 of the 28 principles in the urantia book The 1st of the 28 Principles  in The Urantia Book  The Great Question Number One 1. Is courage—strength of character—desirable? Then must man be reared in an environment which necessitates grappling with hardships and reacting to disappointments. The Great Goal of Hue-man Attainment It is to the mind of perfect poise, housed in a body of clean habits, stabilized neural energies, and balanced chemical function—when the physical, mental, and spiritual powers are in triune harmony of development—that a maximum of light and truth can be imparted with a minimum of temporal danger or risk to the real welfare of such a being. By such a balanced growth does man ascend the circles of planetary progression one by one, from the seventh to the first. The Urantia Book 110:6.4    On the Path to Understanding the "Mastery of Self" It is accurate to say that "understanding" the 28 principles of "high mortal philosophy" ...
Read more

Arrogance is the Camouflage of Insecurity | What Do YOU Fear?

Image
  arrogance is the camouflage of insecurity Arrogance is the Camouflage of Insecurity   What Do YOU Fear that Makes YOU Arrogant? Give Me Liberty If one man craves freedom — liberty — he must remember that all other men long for the same freedom. The Urantia Book , ( 134:6.1 ) Arrogance is Mimicry I was recently asked on social media: " So tell me please, when did you first come to think something like soul could be real, do you remember?" And my response was: Thank you for asking this question, a rare question indeed in my experience and an excellent one. (I love for others to ask questions of me.) The First Moral Decision At five and one-half years of age I made a more unconscious than conscious decision that I wanted to be  like God, based on the little information provided to me by my grandmother.  I admired the qualities of character of the idea and concept of God, because I admired those same qualities which I saw in my grandmother. To the child mind, it w...
Read more